Looking forward to meet a friend on Saturday whom I'm rather close to recently..It has been a long time since I had a close friend..one who can always hang out with me..one who is just a phone call away..one who bring happiness to my life most importantly..
I know I can never be your best friend..and You don't want another best friend..You lost faith..but I hope you know..without you knowing..you brought joy to my life by being a friend of mine..Whom I can shop with..play with..talk with and ton with..And I miss this feeling which I used to have..Like I always said..I don't expect much..Just the way we are and I'm contented..
I neglected a lot of my friends cos of a decision I made in the past..I guess like you said..be aware of Karma..and perhaps..it's happening..
I was working happily..well trying to faster get through the day..After serving a few customers..I finally get the time to rest and take a look at the SMS which came like 20mins ago..
That SMS broke my heart..it made me screamed so loud in my heart..it made my heart teared..my eyes was flooded..and I tried not to blink..I never expecting anything more even if I'm falling deeper..
It's like when you found your happiness..someone you can share everything..your joy and sorrows..With one SMS your happiness is destroyed?I tried not to think..but failed..I was like..Caden..Lets drink tonight and I seriously need them to numb myself..
And yes..After work..I rushed home for dinner..And rushed to town again to meet Caden..I finally know that feeling of being numbness..Like nothing else matters..I din know what to do..And I finally know what is really no appetite..No appetite is when I haven eat my breakfast for the morning..afternoon 2.30 I ate 4-5 mouths and thats it..dinner I can't eat..And that is no appetite..
Caden and me met at Robinsons Centrepoint as she wanted to take a look at XingYu..And she did..She was like..wow!she so man..!haha..then we proceeded to PS to shop for my blouse which I couldn't get during lunch time..Now I'm looking for a white vest!haha..I must be mad..well shopping is one way of letting off..then I will have to suffer at the end of month..
Hmmm..recently you might see me at Douby Exchange arcade playing like everyday..yes!I love basketball whenever I need to "fa xie"..And I did with Caden..not to the extend..Hmmm..I wonder..I can never reach stage 4 with you la? But with Jahrell.. Hmmm..anyway it was about letting off..for controlling the tears in my eyes at my workplace and in the MRT..
You told me to not feel hurt..how can I not..when my friend is thinking that way..You said never to avoid..well what's the difference for the cooling period?I dunno..We shall talk tomorrow when we meet up..cos you are my friend.
my girl. | @12:42 AM;
-== 不能说的秘密 ==-
-== My Girl ==-
我
Tan Hui Ping
Born 21st Sept 1987
Virgo
Stubborn, Short-term memory lost, Sensitive, Pessimistic, Good listener
珍惜
Each and everyone that came across my life
Evey moment regardless of good or bad moments
Everything that I have
讨厌
Being alone
Insects
Backstabbers
Being forgetful
*我想拥有的/我想做的*
1.My Girl Crystal ball
2.PDA phone
3.PSP RED
4.MacBook Pro
5.External hard-disk
6.Passport
7.Car Liscense
8.Canon camera
9.MI BMW car
-== Say what?! ==-
-=Goals 2007=-
Waist of 26 inch (Don't even think of how much it is NOW!!)
UP UP my GPA to 3.5 (GPA is 3 NOW)
Enter University-hopefully SMU (If not, work n study part-time)
Pursue a Banking & Finance Degree (Don't think it's a 3min dream)
Nothing is impossible,for it will be impossible when you don't even try.
