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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Content with the life I'm leading now
Though projects are piling like a hill
And bringing me down to the bottom of the well
I have the encouragement to move on to the finish line

A hug

Labels: Pressing on

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Obligations.
ONE word I hate.
Deep thoughts.
Emptiness.
Pain.

Did I mattered?

For all, I mark an end. So i end with a .

Labels: Insignificant me.

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Mix feelings. Don't want to believe what my heart is telling me. Perhaps there was never love for you. A sudden emptiness in my heart. And I realizes how much I miss her. The thought of her just bring tears to my eyes. I think I have to get over her. I'm lost. I want to see my heart. It takes time. I thought it was clear enough. Maybe it wasn't.

Labels: What do my heart want.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop

This emptiness is killin' me
I wonder why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Labels: Just so you know

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Buddy is right. Life is full of regrets just because you are one second late to do what you need to do. And it's the smile of the person you love that let you know that no matter what you do, it's all worth it.

I had been very tired. Tired in everything. But it's IT that kept me moving. But I realized the pain of it is more than what I can take. I lost myself. I'm another person. Yes, "da xiao jie". I hate being the me now.

The things I do are beginning to be a burden to you. Like you said. Partly I'm the cause of your "emotionally tiredness". I don't know whether I made the right decision. But like what Buddy said. It is the smile of yours that make everything else worthwhile.

Labels: Let go.

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Thursday, July 5, 2007

Yesterday..

CRM tutorial canceled! I slept till 12.30 pm. The weather is just too hot, or I would have slept till evening. Haha. Woke up, I decided to take my friend advice to divert my attention by playing games or studying. So I played CS and The Sims 2.

Ate my dinner at 4plus 5, Caden came. My savior helped me to install the Nokia software. Which allowed me to be able to listen to the songs as and when I like in my phone. Thanks Buddy.

We went to meet ShuHui, Ain and Jing'er to play soccer! yes! A long time since I last kicked soccer!! Haha after so long, this is the first time i sweat so much! It was practically dripping.

Then took 962 to Sembawang and back to Woodlands while wasting time to wait for Brenda to wake up! We went "Basa malam". Actually could have reach earlier, but due to Caden's wrong judgement, we went Woodlands first. Haha

Then we bought lots of food to under HuiZe's BLK! Oh yes! We had a lot a lot of food. It looked as if we bought any food you find at the "Basa malam". Haha And we headed home! :)

Labels: I miss soccer

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Monday

Met up with Jahrell and skipped Workplace Health lecture together! We went to the library cos you wanna talk and going to the lecture was quite redundant. We went to the library cafe cos of my complains of the hot weather. I wanted to drink Cola. But she asked me to change. Since coffee will never be my choice, Iced Chocolate!

Thanks for the movie magazine! :D Love it! Then went to HRM lecture since she say she wanna clash my lecture to see how Jess is doing! But she went off with them leaving me in that boring lecture on the topic Compensation which I'm already taking the module!

Set through the lecture, and met up with her after that. We went Bugis, on the way saw her friend Yi Rong. In fact we saw her on the way out of school and she was going to town too. It was kinda awkward cos I don't know her. Therefore I tried to be on the phone most of the time.

Reached Bugis! First destination--The fortune teller machine? haha! Yes. It's pretty true in what it says. Or should I say it's true! Had lunch at BK, and that's the first time I ate Mushroom Swiss! Went Sim Lim square followed by OG, and I think I really pissed off by going to the toys department. Took 130 to AMK!

**Throughout the journey
I looked at the places we passed by
Tried to have a clear view of everything
But before I could see
The bus moved off
I tried to take photos
Too slow
Knowing where it leads me to
But do not know what happens in the process

Met Josie at AMK Hub in the end to get Zhen's present! We are super late in celebrating Zhen's birthday! So we are celebrating tomorrow! Quite lost in what to get for her as we haven been meeting up. Therefore we do not know what she needs! But in the end we got her a double index blouse, flower and a box that Josie and I figured very long in how to fold it!

Tuesday

Met up with Audrey, watched Eragon. I was too tired hence I slept for some of the time! Or most of the time. Well do miss the feeling of having someone to hug you. Though it's different. But I'm glad still.

Went to school. Attended one hour tutorial. Then I have one hour before the next lecture start. Then realized nothing to do. So Shirley and me walked at a slow motion speed and went to shopping arcade. We shopped at Giodarno! First time I buy blouse in school! Bought a jail shirt! Haha

Had Sakae Buffet to celebrate Zhen's birthday! We made a guy present to her the flower we bought!

**Your sms came
You asked me is it ok
You know the answer
I said okay, its alright
I went down for HooHoO
I feel down

Met Buddy and Brenda. Watery eyes I had. With unstoppable feelings and hooHoO. I am so lost. After Brenda left, Silence is all that is left between Caden and me. Budx, I guess you should know better that no words can make me feel better. Thats the reason for the silence.

We took bus round and round woodlands. 911 din came. We took 900. then 911. Followed by 913. Not more than 5 conversations. We both looked out of the window. Do not know where we are for most of the places the bus went. Next time we are gonna take a long journey one. :)

Reached home.

**New songs introduced.
Boston, 不能说的秘密, 9 crimes.
And I'm in love with them.
Can I go Boston and Paris with you please?
Since I'm not allowed to stalk you. Haha

Labels: 最美的不是下雨天, 是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐.

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

The usual blur and stupid me did the dumb-EST thing..Yesterday I worked till 12am..I only managed to call a cab at 12.30am..I asked the taxi driver to give me a copy of the receipt to claim from my company!

Today morning around 7.30..I was awaken by my dream..I dreamt that I lost the receipt..Which means I won't be able to get back my $20 plus dollars claim! I woke up..To my horror..!!The dream was true..I searched my wallet and bag for the receipt and its missing..

Then I think back..I suddenly remembered that the moment I got out of the cab..I put the receipt in a plastic bag..And I threw it.

I quickly wear my sweater..Ran down without even brushing my teeth..I looked inside the dustbin..but it was still quite dark in the morning..So I open the cover..And I saw the plastic bag I threw squashed under alot of papers!!I quickly took it out and luckily..My receipt is till there!
I was like phew~ And when I reached home..I quickly continue my sleep..haha

Slept for less than 1 hour..then I went to work..Met Wei Ming who is my cousin's friend..Like my big bro..to watch TRANSFORMER..which I was supposed to watch with someone else..anyways..STEVEN SPIELBERG ROCKS! His shows were always "must catch" movies for me..!Actually I don't like the robotic shows..But I'm simply addicted to TRANSFORMER!!CoOl~

Haha..And I'm gonna get the toy that can transform into the mechatronics..!The good guys rock toO! After the show..Went to my cousin house..Then we all proceeded to MUSTAFA!There were 5 of us squeezing at the back of the car..and well..I'm not that big size..!!haha..

Did not get anything..After shopping..we went Geylang eat DIM SUM!! Wah..SUPERB!YUMMY!! Like I never eat so nice DIM SUM before..haha..nd I wanna bring my friends there!!TASTY TASTY~lol..

Thats all for today..I'm tired~ Night everyone! :)

Labels: TRANSFORMER ROCKS

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