Thursday, April 19, 2007
18th April 2007 To be short..I met Delphi for Dinner and to shop..hehe..i think im jus a volcano that erupt after activating my ATM CARD..oh my gosh!!ytd..we ate e new KFC pizza like thingy..YUMMY!!!!BUT not filling..hehe..well I decided to enjoy life alittle n diet when I get back to sch n prepare for Napfa!!And then we went Body SHOP sales..was supposed to help sister get her draw eyebrow de..in e end cant find..Then next moment I noe..im queuing up to buy my Strawberry Shower Scrub n Peach Facial thingy with scrub too!!Oh before del came..I met my cousin n my niece..we went walking ard..n i bought my cousin a small dino book since she like..everywhere I go..pp were like looking at me!!!looking at her!!!looking at me!!!!looking at her again!!cos my cousin is small in feature..n she was wearing sports wear..my niece is bigger feature which look more like me..den hai..u noe wad they are thinking laa..lol I bought 2 spaget..e w/ lace n 1 w/o..!!so conclusion..bought 2 Spaget n 2 Body shop thingy..I think..oh ya..I bought cards too..preparing to go Del's house to decorate..well cos IPP is ending n I need to thank quite a few pp!!19th April 2007Well for e past few days from last week..i HAD BEEN updating particulars by data entry into PROSOFT HMS system..n..realli enter till fall aslp!!cos there are lots of Indian staff..n I seriously take a long time to figure out what are they writing laa..lol n piles of work..keep on putting on my table..well i prefer it this waY??cos i dun wann feel bored when everyone's busy..yeah..thats about it?Stupid Mio PLan!!!keep spoiling!!!!seriously..I wanna complain...if only Im rich..I will sue them..cos my house internet n phone connected with e Mio Box...so once e DSL thingy flash..everything goes wrong..I m paying $83 for e bill..n onli using 10-20% of it!!!so frustrated..Arghx..I wan it SOLVED RIGHT NOW!!Labels: Looking forward to my first visit to Del's house tml..
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Accompanied My Colleague Esther to shop for her clothings for next Fri when we go club!!lol..My farewell too..lol..Well after work..we rushed down to take e bus provided as usual!!usually we take to Wdlands..But today we took to CCK cos we r gg Kranji's This Fashion..And on e bus..I notice this Uncle slp till his mouth so open..n his tongue was sliming around..so disgusted..I was laughing with Esther e whole journey thru la..cos I was very bad..hahas..I act took a photo of him with ZOOMED IN VIEW..hahas..haven delete but dun tink its gd to post it here..spoil my blogg..
The place is simply too BIG! lol..and e FITTING ROOMS are so clear!!no queue AT ALL!!Yeah..E first time I go try..tried 6 clothings..but only 5 is allowed!!so eliminated one w/o even trying!!hee..first time I try so many clothes w/o feeling paiseh..until I see e auntie again n again..again n again..then I realised..I tm trying for e 4/5th times already..
Went to look for basket cos I realised I kept dropping my blouse on e floor..then we threw everything inside..n try n try again..in e end..when i saw e price..add up..OMG..!!$100plus..I never shopped like tt!!luckily my fren have e This Fashion Card..10% discount..better than nothing..:) ahhas thx Esther..
THANKS A MILLION! i was supposed to acc her shop..!in e end I bought 2 times of wad she bought..somemore she keep looking on e way out..i kept pulling her away..but I wann say THIS FASHION PP R SO STINGY!! Esther only bought like one dress..one skirt..one tube..n she get one plastic bag..I bought 4..!!e person squeezed everything together!!siao de..anyways..yes..finally head back home..
I rushed home cos my BLADDER WAS BURSTING..n cos I promised a boy to play maple with him..a small kid..every tues..he asked me to acc him n party him every tues as he can onli play on tues..I broke my promise on e first time we meeting!!my gosh..cos my internet n house phone broke down!!!gosh..i fixed everything..while waiting to set up..bathe..bathe le eat dinner..yeah..everything's alrite!
*Smiles..I shopped..happily..but gonna eat bread n fruits for e next few weeks..:( lolx
Labels: Shopping with Esther at Kranji's This Fashion
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
Woke up at 7plus today..went to have breakfast at Yishun..Yummy Kuay Chap!!my fav!!lol..then head down to work..
slept in my father's taxi like it's my bed..real pathetic for 2 weeks le..my wallet left $5..$4 i ate yeemee..then got one auntie treat me to Goreng Pisang..den I bought one Danish Pineapple tart..small like desert..yum yum!!lol..ate for two days le..next moment I realised is my wallet only left with 16cents..hahas..real real pathetic..very tired..
btw..ytd..i sold sunglass to A Eurasian..she gave me her old sunglass as gratitude and as my commission..hahas..although already have loads of scratches on e lens..but I appreciate it..hehe
well..feel like clubbing recently..cant drink..but i feel like drinking to drown my everything else..i wann dance like no one's watching..for i need freedom..i need time..yes..next fri is my last day of ipp..as farewell..my colleagues n i are gg to eat at dunno wad restaurant at Vivo..then we r gg to dragonfly or wad soever to clubb..!!:)
Labels: Last 10 days for IPP..gonna miss my colleagues and frenz..
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Friday, April 13, 2007
12th April 2007
My last day to b OGL..I tried to give me best..I admit I did not..As I was too tired..I wanna join my BM0714..but I just cant leave..cos Veenoth who is e ACTUAL OGL of BM0708 is always missing..therefore I have to stick to my part time class all e time..
My BM0708 almost hit full attendence..nevertheless..Im contented..like of my freshie ZhiYi..she din wann come at all for ytd..she said all was too bored..n games will b too lame..she's cute..cool cos she said im not..-,-lll im too old to b cool man..hahas cos im pretty..lol..anyways..in e morning wen on e way back to sports hall after getting a bao to eat..saw my class people!!I was so happy!!and slowly one by one came in..thou i called two that din pick up..I have no regrets..cos I tried my best to get them to come..its e only time for them to mix n bond with their classmates..if they are not willing..I cant do anything too..
n during one of e wet games..ZhiYi msged me!!wah!!she told me she nv wear black shirt n is on her way down..!!I was so So happy..seriously..I din expect her to come at all..not even 0.1%..and she turn up..perhaps I was too irritating..hee who cares? I jus wann her to have frenz..she's really cute..chatted with her..n..bomb..secrets..(Cecelia n Jahrell knows..)hahas..well its over..just forget about it..
Well I was drenched when i met her..I guess I smelt bad..hahas..cos stupid freshie Jorge n SBM club's Faizal threw water bomb at me..well half wet??then me stupidly anf greedily go fill one BIG BUCKET of water to pour on my freshie..and..!!!!ta da.......!!!!!!he was wet..I was SOAKING WET..cos the pail is too big!!And I do not have enough strength..when I pour at him..pour abit only then e pail turned and poured at myself..(I drank abit as I was laughin at him)hahas..lame..I was like worst than bathin laa..!!n I went to pour Faizal back also..then he came with one pail of water..thats it..i can't b any wetter..!!
Then I came with an idea..since Im soaked..y not saboh more people..cos it doesnt matter le.. so I went to fill a small pail of water..and stand a few steps up n lean against e wall..look down..waiting for JOSIE!!hahas..and splash when she passby..she was wet too..hahas..Aggie in e end also kanna poured by me!!lol..so fun..I tried not to b in e sun..but kanna Saboh..so forget it..then now my hand diff colour..thigh also..!!need time to be abit whiter..act abit redish brown not bad..cute like lobster!!hehe n wads worst??PLAYED a game called telephone live wiree.by popular demand OGL stand in front..hence Chlorine n me did..and both of us got only one correct item..she got lipstick correct..n me..eyelner correct..so I drew her face with eye liner nn she drew my FACE WITH LIPSTICK!!look like monkey's redbutt laa!!sucks..n worst is that it cant b washed laa..in e end people saw me they were like u sunburn till like tt??obviously not!I looked like -----one little two little three little indian..four little five little six litte indian!!!u noe??tsk!!cute laa.nvm..hahas but thank god someone got facial wash saved me by alot!!
I miss clubbing..I miss e beach..e Sunshine..e stars..I wann ton..yes after ipp I wann relax..lol
alrite..back to ytd..err..den wad was I about to say..yupp!!!Mr Freshie of 2007 is CHAN YUAN LONG!!e one I chose!!hahas!!!he won!!!so happy!!see my taste is superb!lol..he is handsome laa..abit mix..lol noe hip hop..one step only??lol..secret huh..and after that..had dinner with freshie n Josie class which is my class..lol..then went to K pool..
Reach home ard..11.35-45pm..then used e net secretly..lol..to check mails..lol..but hotmail like met with some prob ytd nite..ya..in e end managed to log into msn..n chatted with Jahrell till 2plus am...lol..well got loads to chat huh..Thanks for being here for me:) for ur a true fren I can have..4878??find out yourself..or wait till e time comes..im sure u will thank me n wont regret to know it at a later time!!ya My movie Kha ki!!???
4 hours later is 13th April 2007!!
Back to work..woke up late..still with pinkish rosy cheek..lol..yeah..cute..hahas..no laa..but it looks healthier..rather than pale..keke..anyways..today not so bad..doing e work I left off from tues..
Colleague Esther Nai Ma asked me wan go ICE CREAM sales??in e end she cannot make it..lame..but got up to 80% lei..mayb tml..lol..only two days wor..hai..sad sad..alrite..shall blogg tml..Sayo
Labels: Switch a job to no more regrets??being positive..Im trying for u..
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Tired..DAmn DamN tired..I need energy..suddenly feel that Im so old..so So olD..!!walked alot of stairs..ran alot..shout alot..and Im lucky to have BM0708 as my class..cos there is one girl that is SUPER HYPER..I jus need to bond with them n make them bond together..so far so good..but bcos they dun have much commitment for e next day..Im so worried that they wont come today..cos today had been a long n tiring n boring day..talks after talks..even I can't take it..hahas..but realli..compared to last yr e AF class I take..OMG!!A billion times better?cos they smile to me at least..hahas
Contented with e things..*pat my own shoulder..I deserve it..I was supposed to be OGL with Josie n Aggie of BM0714..N indeed I still m..but Im part time of BM0708..thats cos one OGL of their class is really irresponsible for not informing anyone that she is not coming..and nv pick up any calls..she is like outa world..lol..anyways..So had to helped BM0708..In the end I m now bonded to BM0708..
Really great to know them..enjoy their companion..esp e first guy I talked to as he is e first to arrived..Yuan Long..he is very friendly..we chatted like frenz..hahas..people were like asking whether I know him..lol..
Well..I deserve a pat on the shoulder..or in fact a lot of pats..hahas..cos my Partner for BM0708 is Veenoth..and I was his OGL last yr..OMG..cant imagine Im partnering with him now..most of the time he is either smoking or over e phone..and I can admit I put in alot more effort into e class compared to him..hahas..but I believe tml he will b much better when he is more SOBER..lol
Yupp..tired..but hope I slim down le..hahas..well..gaming tml..n I think all will enjoy.. :) exhausted..
Labels: Tired..Enthu I will still b for BM0708 N 0714..
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
My day at IPP..today wore a flare skirt..like those that can dance tango..hahas..well received alot of good comments that it look very nice..they were like asking y wear till so pretty today..i jus said cos i need to work..hahas..not link..anyway..wen reading ur mails..i read with tears in my eyes..cos this is the first time u open up to me..with all of ur problems..and finally all come clean..i noe e reason for all this..i do blame myself too for sometimes i dunno how to understand u..but now I do..Thou I never understand..I tried so hard to let u open up to me..till a extend I wanna try no more..decided that this cant go on..I told myself..u might not need me now..but when u fall..u will realise Im still there to hold n pull u thru..and true enuff..u came..and I just wanna say..regardless of all that happened..Im always here for u..so do be strong n walk on..cos when u can't hold it anymore..i will walk beside u..Im here to accompany u thru..please do not try to leave this world if u do not wann hurt me or everyone who loves u..alrite?for every problem there is a solution..I believe time heals everything..and thru out this time it's gonna b tough..regardless of wad method u use..I will still lend u my listening ears..alrite?Love ya..hugs..Once again..thx for opening up..Biggest hug for you..Labels: White paper written with words..and I begin to understand..
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Monday, April 9, 2007
9th April 2007
Ipp!!lolx..Was quite busy today..did a lot of photocopying and cutting..then calling..yes! TEP CSC has put to place..at least I know how to call n talk in a proper way to people..lol planning with my colleague how to celebrate birthday for our dear Nurse..it's quite difficult..cos she dun eat..she is not really afraid of anything..well..we planned to hide in her office..First Im gg to smuggle my colleagues in..hopefully our Associate Director too..Hope she wont fire us..hahas..then HR will b left with no one..lol..after smuggling them into her office..hehe..We are gonna place paper Crocroaches in her cupboard telling her that her present is in there!!a bit kinda lame laa..no choice..lol..
haiyo..i must say my LO really aRghx!!!told him sch allows IPP student to go..he keep saying no la..my frenz are already excused cos they need OGLs..My god..still have to make me call Sahara..den she call ciu yan..then CiuYan call Martin Hung..then turn back call me then I call my LO..he still dun believe..but he ask me to tell my sup first..I was like my sup alread agree..jus need ur confirmation!!!!!hai..wadever..he jus have to wait by the com for the stupid excuse letter..annoying!!
Anyway..my mummy ask me to buy dinner..but I just lost my ATM card..new one is not activated yet..!!then no money to eat..cos I have been surviving on $50 from last week till now..lol..came home..have to b thick skin n asked money from daddy..hai..nvm bought KFC..my last time eating KFC for this few months..Cos Im gg to go on diet after IPP..well someone told me to get rid of fast food first..lol..yes im..after today..lol..
Labels: In memory of my beloved grandfather..
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5th March 2007
My grandfather have difficulties breathing..and he really meant it..already bought movie tickets to watch with my parents..Rocky show..hence went to watch..decided to visit my grandfather e next day after my IPP (attachment) which ends at 5pm at TUAS.
6th March 2007
As usual went for IPP..today is a little different cos I had to attend orientations..till late afternoon..I kept checking my hp as I was so bored thru out e orientation..nothing much..cos alot of it I had already read thru in e SOP (standard operational procedure) and tested abit..
I was just looking forward to someone to sms me or to lunch time..well until lunch time..no sms..surprisingly..so went for lunch n prepare to go back for orientation..after lunch..I had a bit of time left so I went back to HR office where my place was..
E moment i open e door I was looking at my hp..and msges came..Msges I nv wanna see..a number of them were jus caller alert from my house and my cousins..and e last msg came..my bro smsed me..the msg wrote:"gong gong gone le"..cos e msg was all about Gs Os Ns..I cldn't n din wan to b sure of it..I know wad it meant..but I just dun believe my eyes..My hands were already trembling..immd called my Mummy..e moment she answered I know she din sound rite..indeed..i asked her:" Mummy..gong gong zhou le ar?" which means my grandfather gone le is it? and she cried..I wanted to choose not to believe..e next moment my vision was blurred..by the tears that I just can't control..I guessed I cried quite loudly..my Supervisor and Colleagues came to me..calmed me..asked me if I need to leave..of course..and smsed n called frenz to cancel all activities for the week..
I called to ask my Dad to fetch me immd..I was so lost..I just can't believe it..why didn't he wait for me..I was supposed to visit him after work..My relatives n Mummy said he tried to wait for everybody to come..but he let go..he waited too long..they couldn't contact me..I went to my uncle house where my grandfather stays..
When I reach..I put down my bag n went in to his room with my cousin..yes..He was lying there breathless..looking up at e ceiling..He could no longer looked at me like how he used to..i touched his hand..so cold n hard like stone..by this time all my relatives are gone to settle e funeral matters..my cousin n aunt n dad were there..then they asked me to tel my grandfather that I m huiping..and I m here already..ask him to go to slp..close his eyes..n rest in peace..I cldn't bring to say so..I just kept crying..So went to calm myself then went in to tell him..
Waited for everyone to come back..then all of us with swollen eyes..packed up my grandfather clothings..and waited for the people to come to bring my grandfather back for make-up..e way they wrap up my grandfather is like as if he is a maniqueen..and all of us proceed to my Eldest Uncle house..
Waited for my grandfather to come back..no one talked..just waited..saw how they dressed my grandfather up..and did e rituals..then put him in e coffin..when they wanted to nail..they asked us all to turn n not to see..I broke down..I knew..for e moment e nail went in..I can nv touch my grandfather again..never..Went home at 7plus 8 to pack my clothings for 4 nights..and waited for my cousin to come n fetch me..
E funeral went on for five days..I stayed thru out..cos I din wan to leave my grandfather at all for his last journey knowing that he is afraid of loneliness..saw people who were never there when my grandfather fell ill..all suddenly appear..cos it's a chance for them to earn money..despise em to e core..f*** up..the nv cared..e last day was 10th March 2007..Everyone was like mad when doing e rituals..it's like they lost their mind..including my Mummy..I had never seen them in such a state before..crying shouting..like nobody's biz..I was so scared..my aunt scream..n hugged me so tight that I din know what to do..I din noe wad more could I do to console them cos I cldn't even console myself..
E people at funeral helped to packed e things..arrange in such a way that it's easier to carry out e rituals..and all of us were crowding ard my grandfather..we kept touching e glass as if we could realli feel him with our bare hands..knowing that hey are going to cover e glass soon..I can't help but kept crying..I will never ever get to see him again..all of us treasure e very last moments we had with him..
rituals went on..as usual..e priest was about to nail e cover of the coffin to e glass..and we are not allowed to see again..I broke down like I never did..shouting for him deep down inside my heart..where can I ever find him or see him again..we were so close..memories flashed back..e time when he brought me for breakfast early in e morning when i was young..e time when i visited him..n when i leave..he will without fail says HOW ARE YOU..HE LOVE ME..HE MISS ME..and I will reply too..even though sometimes he dun noe wad he is saying..but I know he meant it..I always joke to him say we take two days to come to his house..cos I have got no money and need to walk here..then he will scold me..hahas..say that he wan give me money take taxi..of cos I rejected..telling him I was just joking..
Tok!Tok!Tok! There goes my grandfather..I can never ever see him again..e nails when down hitting out HEART hard..went to Mandai..like A very high class place to crement dead people..everything went on..n all of us carried our heavy feet to THAT room where we can see him being sent in to the fire..I was holding my Mum..we were standing in e first row..e machine was moving so slowly..killing us slowly..crying so hard..asking my grandfather to walk faster..when e machine pushed my grandfather to e DOOR OF FIRE..I kneeled to the ground..seeing e fire..knowing he is gone forever..before I left..I said to my grandfather..I WILL ALWAYS LOVE N MISS YOU..and you will always b in my heart..
11th March 2007
Met Josie, Zhen n Del for lunch at BREEKS!!my first time there..not so bad..lolx..before that Jo Zhen n me met up one hour earlier to buy del's present..was supposed to meet del on weekdays to celebrate her birthday..but I cant make it cos my grandfather passed away..Went to IT fair despite e five tiring days..bought a com..was supposed to return my parents money by installment..then a call came to inform my mummy that she striked 4D..a small sum enough to buy one com..
17th March 2007
Wake up at 5am..went to cemetery..watch e digging of my grandmother who was buried 40yrs ago..went on to have breakfast..then collect my grandfather's ashes..there was a queue..we were e first..e person in charged..explaint that my grandfather have pink colour on e bones..which means he did a lot of kind thingy..then went on to collect my grandmother's ashes..collected..went to mandai..placed it at the Columbaria..everything done..went to eat lunch..and rushed home..reached home at 12.45pm..bathed..1pm I was already in my dad's car to work..fast huh??was darn tired by then..
24th March 2007
Early "Qing Ming Jie"..Went to pay respects to my grandfather n grandmother..at last they are together..separated for so many years in two world..as usual..rush back home after lunch to go to work..saturdays had been very tedious for me..
30st March 2007
Was supposed to have a gathering with Sister, Zhen, Del and Sister..Sister rejected in the end..Del could not make it..and Zhen last in fly aeroplane too..so used to them "flying" around..I wonder where they get their wings man..lol..anyway..from wad u can see..act left Jo n me..very bad..supposed to meet Jo ard 5.45..she tried to contact me but cant..cos she called and my phone's tone was like in Malaysia tone..when I reach Jurong Point..called her..she is still at HOME!!OMG..then she rushed down..I bought e tickets first..we smuggled Mac into the theatre watching MUSIC N LYRICS..nice show!!
31st March 2007
Early "Qing Ming Jie" for my grandpa..(my father's father)..after that go home take a shower n went to work..!!look at my saturdays!!always at those kinda places..lol
5th April 2007
Went home after work..tired..falling asleep..9 plus went out with my bro to meet my cousins for a 11.15pm show at Cineleisure..THE NUMBER 23..like story telling story..but kinda like it..unexpected..lol..then my future cousin-in-law sent my younger cousins home first..while waiting my two other cousins n me played Pool..only managed to play two rounds n he's back..went back to their house..played majong..watch a stupid show "BORAT" lame man..R(A) too..hahas..Played Majong till next morning..
6th April 2007 (Good Friday)
My father arrived at 8am to fetch us..we went for "BA CHOR MEE" breakfast..YUMMY!!refreshing!!lol..then..decided to go to the temple..where my grandfather is placed there for 49days where monks can pray for him..my eyes were filled with tears again..looked somewhere else..waited for tears to dry..looked back..tears came again..hahas..i just cant help it..!!Sg Govt is so "Giem Peng" laa..they sent so many traffic police down..the whole stretch of cars got SUMMONED!!Well..have they thought of why people parked there!!!!?????cos they reserved all the carparks around the temple!!Arss doot-----...!!!idiotic..My father parked his taxi like 100blocks away??so damn far la..it was like 20 mins walk there u noe..If not for my grandfather..I wldnt walk such a long distance..cos I wanted to visit him..
Went home ard 10 plus..watched Pursuit of Happiness which I borrowed from my cousin..Fell aslp when watching..waited for time to pass to meet del n Jo n zhen at city hall..slept..switched off e alarm..!!then a msg came..zhen said she cant make it..as usual..then woke up..realise Im damn late..wanted to cancel but Del was already on her way lorr..so rushed down..hahas..at least Im not e latest..Jo was..hahas..walked around..wanted to watch movie..I thot since PH watching movie is very ex..so wont have a lot of people..went there to check the timing..it was so packed laa..lol..and we couldnt decide wad to watch cos of both of the picky girls..anyway I dun wann sit with them if they are gonna scream..lol..decide for long..n last decision is Hong Kong Cafe..My gosh..e desserts are nice laa..somemore we ordered Mango Ice..We were like eating Ice in North Pole la..lol..then went to Raffles as Jo wanted to buy Donut..I thot e queue was short..then Jo say so long..then I was like where got..until I see e line behind..I realised there is A SUPER LONG queue..hahas..I thot they are queuing for the spec's shop sales..chey..blurr me..but was quite scary when she mention that recently there was a murder case at one of the restaurant..went to my house..intro MY GIRL drama to them..!!they love it too..thou they looked blurr..but I could see that they were enjoying it laa..lol girls..thanks for ur company :) ultimately it's us from pt3..
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