Paper was tricky
My eyes were playing a fool
My ears did not
B-I-T-C-H
Loud enough for me to hear
It bothered me
But not after knowing I did nothing

You know the definition of B-I-T-C-H?

1.	a female dog.

2.	a female of canines generally.

3.	Slang. a. a malicious, unpleasant, selfish person, esp. a woman. b. a lewd woman.

4.	Slang. a. a complaint. b. anything difficult or unpleasant: The test was a bitch. c. anything memorable, esp. something exceptionally good: That last big party he threw was a real bitch.

Which one? 3rd? I don't seem to match that. I'm sorry.
I was thinking perhaps I should keep a distant.
On second thought, why should I?
Cos I am already losing one friendship cos of you?

When you called me that
I'm sorry to say that it did not hurt
Not only did it not hurt me
It was a childish act

What hurts the most?
Sorry it wasn't cos of you.
But cos of MY BUDDY.

Buddy:

Did you treasure this buddy-ship?
Did you remember that your buddy is still around?
Forget the buddy days cos that is not the main point.
The main point here is HER.
Cos of telling my friend that you two msged?
It's such a small matter
which doesn't affect anything at all.
Why did you let it affect us?

Why must HER be the cause?
Yes I admit I was afraid of losing my buddy
But it was because I cared too much
Is caring and being bothered by losing a buddy too much?

I'm disappointed. You did not choose to talk to me.
Miscommunication and her came in between us.

Buddy, I knew we were going further and further apart. I tried to talk to you, but it was of no use. I admit I'm tired in asking and finding out myself, but I never give up you know. Till just now when we chatted, I did not give up.

But why? Why must you be the one who knew she scolded me a BITCH? And still agree that I am? Just cos there's no other words? That's not a good reason. Even how pissed you are, you shouldn't have agreed. Cos I will never say anything that bad about you. Not even when you are, cos there are always better words and ways of saying.

You know how hurt I was to see it with my own eyes that you agreed? That my own buddy whom I know for so long? That understand me? Agreed that I am a bitch? I told you to stop going on, I stopped replying cos I am lost for words.

No friend ever broke my heart to this extend.
For now, concentration on my last paper.

Labels: Nothing I can do

我
Tan Hui Ping
Born 21st Sept 1987
Virgo
Stubborn, Short-term memory lost, Sensitive, Pessimistic, Good listener

珍惜

Each and everyone that came across my life
Evey moment regardless of good or bad moments
Everything that I have

讨厌

Being alone
Insects
Backstabbers
Being forgetful

1.My Girl Crystal ball
2.PDA phone
3.PSP RED
4.MacBook Pro
5.External hard-disk
6.Passport
7.Car Liscense
8.Canon camera
9.MI BMW car

-== Say what?! ==-

-=Goals 2007=-

Waist of 26 inch (Don't even think of how much it is NOW!!)

UP UP my GPA to 3.5 (GPA is 3 NOW)

Enter University-hopefully SMU (If not, work n study part-time)

Pursue a Banking & Finance Degree (Don't think it's a 3min dream)

Nothing is impossible,for it will be impossible when you don't even try.

-== Beloved ==-

Audrey
Joanna
Sister-Irene
Biao Mei-Xin Hui
Kylie-Josie
Cousin-Li Ting
ShopShop!!
Sahara-SBM CLUB VP
Sisters-Irene n Ben
Desmond
Caden Cecelia-Buddy
Chee Geok-missed!




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